i know i’m alone here….so I choose it beib..

January 14th, 2008 by apathia-nietzs43

No you’re not alone
cause everybody’s out there on there own
but you are one of the seeds
tryin to be like no ones ever been
and everybody knows that that’s the way it goes
and that’s alright with me I’ve got time
you try so hard you get it wrong
you can’t deny the feelings gone
its time you got the look you need

so keep holding on and time will come
you’ll jump right up you’ll find
your back on top of the world
sure in time you’ll be heard
you said come on everybody now your meant for better
and say what you mean or you won’t mean a thing
to me come on everybody knows you now
but soon your time will come yeah they’ll know who you are

No you’re not alone
cause everybody’s out there on there own
but you are one of the seeds
tryin to be like no ones ever been
and everybody knows that that’s the way it goes
and that’s alright with me I’ve got time
you try so hard you get it wrong
you can’t deny the feelings gone
its time you got the look you need

so keep holding on and time will come
you’ll jump right up you’ll find
your back on top of the world
sure in time you’ll be heard
you said come on everybody now your meant for better
and say what you mean or you won’t mean a thing
to me come on everybody knows you now
but soon your time will come yeah they’ll know who you are

You’re on top of the world
sure in time you’ll be heard
you said come on everybody now your meant for better
and say what you mean or
you won’t mean a thing
to me come on everybody ignores you now
but no its not the end of the world come in town
you’ll be heard
you said come on everybody
we know your meant for better

emosi-esmosi#1

November 20th, 2007 by apathia-nietzs43

mungkin ku lebih memilih tuk berdiam..
tapi rasanya ku tlah cukup lama berdiam
dalam kehampaan
dalam keheningan
dalam kesepian
dalam kehinaan
dalam kedalaman jiwa
yang resah,
bimbang,
ragu,
memecah di keramaian
membisu di kesunyian..

ketulusan yang didamba bukan sekedar kata
namun ku bukan manusia sempurna yang terpana melihat fenomena yang mempesona kuhingga terlena
mencari makna yang sungguh ku tak tahu harus menemukannya dimana?

ku telanjur menyayang,
mencinta,
merindu
ntah apa dirinya merasa hal yang sama
penasaran ku dibuatnya_.

hemh, memang smua anugrah Tuhan yang Kuasa
mencipta rasa itu smua
untuk dapat Q syukuri, merasai, memaknai
keagungan TuhanQ lewat makhlukMu…
biarkan ku raih CintaMu,,
Abadi…

RAPUH

October 3rd, 2007 by apathia-nietzs43

Detik
waktu terus berjalan

Berhias

gela

p dan terang

Suka dan
duka

Tangis dan
tawa

Tergores
bagai lukisan

 

Seribu
mimpi

Berjuta
sepi

Hadir
bagai teman sejati

Diantara
lelahnya jiwa

Dalam
resah dan airmata

Ku
persembahkan kepadaMU

Yang
terindah dalam hidupku

 

Meski ku rapuh

Dalam langkah

Kadang tak setia kepadaMU

Namun cinta dalam jiwa

Hanyalah padaMU

Maafkanlah bila hati

Tak sempurna mencintaiMU

Dalam dada kuharap

hanya diriMU yang bertahta

 

detik waktu
terus berlalu

semua
kembali kepadaMU

thinking of a second chance…

August 23rd, 2007 by apathia-nietzs43


I’ve had enough
Of this parade
I’m thinking of
The words to say
We open up
Unfinished parts
Broken up
It’s only love

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I’ll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

Keep waking up (waking up)
Without you here (without you here)
Another day (another day)
Another year (another year)
I seek the truth (seek the truth)
We set apart (we set apart)
Thinking of
A second chance (a second chance)

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you I know you will be there with me
I’ll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you I know you will be there with me
I’ll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

Closer, closer
Closer, closer

hiks,,loneliness, no more tears!

August 23rd, 2007 by apathia-nietzs43

Ku teringat hati
Yang bertabur mimpi
Kemana kau pergi cinta
Perjalanan sunyi
Engkau tempuh sendiri
Kuatkanlah hati cinta

Ingatkan engkau kepada
Embun pagi bersahaja
Yang menemanimu sebelum cahaya
Ingatkan engkau kepada
Angin yang berhembus mesra
Yang kan membelaimu cinta

Kekuatan hati yang berpegang janji
Genggamlah tanganku cinta
Ku tak akan pergi meninggalkanmu sendiri
Temani hatimu cinta

Ku teringat hati
Yang bertabur mimpi
Kemana kau pergi cinta
Perjalanan sunyi
Engkau tempuh sendiri
Kuatkanlah hati cinta

   

Senyummu juga sedihmu adalah Hidupku

August 23rd, 2007 by apathia-nietzs43

Sebelas Januari Bertemu
Menjalani Kisah Cinta Ini
Naluri Berkata Engkaulah Milikku
Bahagia Selalu Dimiliki
Bertahun Menjalani Bersamamu
Kunyatakan bahwa Engkaulah jiwaku

Akulah Penjagamu
Akulah Pelindungmu
Akulah Pendampingmu
Di setiap langkah-langkahmu

Pernahku Menyakiti Hatimu
Pernah kau melupakan janji ini
Semua Karena kita ini manusia

Akulah Penjagamu
Akulah Pelindungmu
Akulah Pendampingmu
Di setiap langkah-langkahmu

Kau bawa diriku
Kedalam hidupmu
Kau basuh diriku
Dengan rasa sayang
Senyummu juga sedihmu adalah Hidupku
Kau sentuh cintaku dengan lembut
Dengan sejuta warna

so let it flow n be better person forever

July 30th, 2007 by apathia-nietzs43

-SOMETIMES
WHEN THE WORLD’S
NOT ON YOUR SIDE-
SOMETIMES
WHEN THE WORLD’S
NOT ON YOUR SIDE
YOU DONT KNOW WHERE TO RUN TO
YOU DONT KNOW WHERE TO HIDE
YOU GAZE AT THE STARS IN THE SKY
AT THE MOUNTAINS SO HIGH
THROUGH THE TEARS IN YOUR EYES
LOOKING FOR A REASON
TO REPLACE WHAT IS GONE
JUST REMEMBER,REMEMBER
THAT YOU ARE ALONE

YOU ARE NEVER ALONE
JUST REACH INTO YOUR HEART
AND ALLOH IS ALWAYS THERE
YOU ARE NEVER ALONE
THROUGH SORROW
AND THROUGH GRIEF
THROUGH HAPPINESS AND PEACE
YOU ARE NEVER ALONE

SO NOW
AS YOU LONG FOR YOUR PAST
PREPARE FOR YOUR FUTURE
BUT KNOWING
NOTHING’S GONNA LAST
YOU SEE
THIS LIFE BUT A ROAD
A STRAIGHT AND NARROW PATH
TO OUR FINAL ABODE
SO TRAVEL WELL O MUSLIM
AND PARADISE WILL BE YOUR HOME
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE ALONE
                                                                          ‘b4death’

im on a HIGH…take me to the HIGH!!!

July 30th, 2007 by apathia-nietzs43

Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I’d rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn - I’m just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I’m high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it’s hard to believe you remember me.

Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)
?
Beautiful dawn - You’re just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it’s hard to believe you remember me. Will you be my shoulder when I’m grey and older? Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it’s hard to believe you remember me

im on a HIGH…take me to the HIGH!!!

July 30th, 2007 by apathia-nietzs43

Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I’d rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn - I’m just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I’m high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it’s hard to believe you remember me.

Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)
?
Beautiful dawn - You’re just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it’s hard to believe you remember me. Will you be my shoulder when I’m grey and older? Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it’s hard to believe you remember me

truth, cry and lie ^-^ hem, enakeun ceunah

July 30th, 2007 by apathia-nietzs43

A red rose cheeks
A drop of tear to weep
Reminds me of you.
A long side a sigh
A long side of cry

A soft summer rain, a smile that hides a pain
Why should you be ashamed
Cause in every life.
A little rain must fall

And you are my friend
Charmingly sentimental brain
There’s truth behind a cry
And there’s a cry behind a lie
On every words that come out strong
Just let them go and lets get along

On every grudge and every fight
I miss u all day and night
Have you had your time off today
To bring a cup of tea and smile away

Sometimes I wonder
Will ever see you
Without all your game plan
When all you have is
Nothing but a pure bliss

I will wait that day
When you can find your way
Out of this maze of love
And you can laugh
To see cries and lies
Coz u know better than me
Only the truth will set you free

There’s a truth behind a cry
And there’s a cry behind a lie
On every thought that come out wrong
Just learn from it and please stay strong

On every grudge and every fight
I miss u all day and night
It’s not easy to understand
But you must hold on you stand

I know u know, u know i know

There’s a truth behind a cry
And there’s a cry behind a lie
On every thought that come out wrong
Just learn from it and please stay strong

There’s a truth behind a cry
And there’s a cry behind a lie
There’s a hope on every fright
There’s a light on every night